Wat is a person capable of? i often wonder how much m i able to influence the people around me. i always tot i'm onli me. Small, insignificant me. never would i imagine i would be of so much influence to A.
yuan lai A hav alreadi accidentally stumbled upon my blog, n browse through it. i m ok for all to see my blog, but for A i have my reservations. i never tot A will get to see my blog. at least not now. A, i do not purposely keep it away from u. Don jump into conclusions, listen to ur heart, u noe my reasons for keeping it away from you.
Enjoy ur trip, i'm sorry things are no longer the way it used to be. let it go. u'll b happier. fufil my wish since long ago, 'be happy'. hopefully one day all things will turn out better then now. i hav not abandon u. hope when the storm is over, i will come to realise u hav not abandon me too. it may be difficult to see that possibility now in this storm, but when the storm dies down, and the sea is peaceful again, u will see the sun and a rainbow across the horizon signifying new possibilities. i realli hope that this day will come. Trust me.

PS perhaps u will never open up this page again. i dunno. but if u do, please do read this n hav faith in urself, and me. After an ordeal, in fact, it was more than one, i hope we can survive. Wats beneath the blazing fire is a newly cast sword. Friends are important n i certainly do not wan to be send off in that last batch.

Regards,
karusu