went to meet 13yao tonight.... todae is a blue moon day, 13 yao 'hu' le.... 13 of us at last... yeah! tis is veri rare lo... tis is the day where sou, angie shuyu n mx convo... see them n hx in their grad costumes... so nice... one year later.... haha.. so long still.. but look how we hav grown... it has been so many years.... hav we all changed?? how hav we changed?? sometimes i jus don understand... well, i don understand... someone pls enlighten me please....
the 5 gals who at last see their light at the end of the tunnel.. congrats!
nothing is constant except change... can it be not true.. i wan to preserve some stuff but like sand, it seems to b slipping through my hands... seeing all of us graduating one by one.. next year is my turn, kat's turn and sing's turn.. machaim we like the products of factory production chain like tat... sometimes feel stress.. everything is moving on everyday.. sometimes i just wish things would slow down for me to savour the nice moments... i miss the times where i get to sit at the audience stand in tj's field, facing the wind, chatting with my dear friends..
do u all get the feeling?? sometimes when u r doing something tat is nice, u noe that u will miss the moment in future.. u try ur best to treasure it, but still eventually that heart-warming period will pass. then u can onli hold on to that memory and miss it so much..
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i shall enlighten you. we didnt change. we didnt exclude anybody in any outing or nike run.. everybody is busy nowadays. but we still do make time to check out each other's life from the blog n plan to meet up so as to be connected n stay close. we each have 7 days 24hrs per week to spend.. nobody got extra time nor can split into 2 person to multitask. we all got tuitions, some even got permanent full time work n tuition. their work are never easier or less time consuming than any other's job. it's all abt the time management n effort n prioritizing..
honestly speaking, ever since a few mths ago when ur 'status' changed, we didnt receive ur random sms anymore and neva had msn chats too. we do feel neglected too.. no longer sharing feelings with us or planning dinners or shopping or gym with us. or maybe u dun see tat as a problem. i dunno how u feel. but i think dropping a sms to us once in a while wont waste too much of ur sms rite, instead of all used on somebody else rite n say u dun have enuff sms to msg us, if u still see us imptly n wan to stay tuned to our life n hobbies n happenings.
as for nike run. only 4 ppl joined. not the exaggerated 70% u are talking abt. it sounded like we gang up n ostracize u like tat. we dint lo. we did write tat on our blogs long long ago before we join fyi. decided to sign up cos we all expressed interest at the same time after seeing each other's blog post abt nike run. not that we wan to exclude anybody. but i dun rmb u asking any of us or express interest thus we signed up tog tat very morning. u know, even andy n marcus came to msn me abt the run when they see my msn nick writing abt nike run n expressed interest abt it althou they din join in the end, but even when u see us on msn, u neva seem to notice our nick or talk to us. so cannot blame us not asking u aso.
as for u saying we neva go run with u when u asked us to a few mths ago, we were not in the mood for exercising n running n gyming out during tat period. it's only recently we like to go gym n thus joined nike run. we are not biased or watsoever. i can only say the time was not right tat time.
i typed such a long comment to u not tat i wan to express my anger or piss-ness. i wan to let u know our feelings exactly and hope from there u wont ponder abt that question anymore n perhaps understand how upset we are to be neglect by you too. cos i see u as my close fren thus i wan to be open to u, dun wan anybody to blame each other for wat had happened. like tat will only spoil the frenship we've built up for so many yrs and i dun wan to see tat happen. hope u have a nice day.
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